An Offence

I don't know when this theory was apply, if you are fat, chubby, bla bla bla.. in short if you are not slim enough mena you d commit an offence.. when i'm fat, it doesn't mean tat i'm lazy.. when i'm fat, it doesn't mean that i dont hv any fashion sense.. when i'm fat, it doesn't mean tat i'm lower class than anyone.. when i'm fat, it doesn't mean tat i'm not allow to buy any new clothes.. Is my body, Is my choice, Is my life..

I never deny tat slim is pretty, can wear any outfit tat suit the trend and age.. not like me always wear aunty clothes which in a big size.. sometime u even feel shy when i asked for another bigger size.. i love to wear spaghetti stripe, evening dress, sleeveless, love to dress up like a trendy teen.. the problem is i'm too fat for it.. cant wear like this is not an offence.. having a fat body is not an offence too..

If you feel shy to walk wif me, u may just go away.. i noe in this world a lot of ppl like to judge a book by it cover.. when u r pretty, i will spend more time to understand u.. talk to u.. hang out wif u and so on.. when u r fat mean sorry they r not going to spend an equal time for u.. Is it mean tat i'm not suppose to live in this world..? Is it mean tat i'm rubbish in this world..?

Maybe some will think tat i'm a bit too sensitive.. To be honest, i'm ok wif all the types of teasing n fool around wif fren and family.. but let me tell me.. during this 6 years time while i fat i get to understand different types of ppl and different views toward fat person.. i have learn a lot from there.. a quote from me, "FAT MEAN YOU'RE NOTHING"

In this 6 years times.. i don dare to go back to a place.. i don dare to meet a group of ppl.. until today, i think i have not meet them for 4 years.. they r suppose to be the ppl who always by my side.. but after a few incidents, i don dare to meet them till now.. even we still keep in touch through phone but we never meet.. i miss them.. but i scare to face all the words and "compliments" by them.. i try my best last year, during a fren wedding dinner.. i'm force to be there, n the consequence is facing all the weird focus from ppl around me.. Shall i be happy when some ppl actually cant recognise me..? i don noe..

Yea, I'm FAT.. So what..?

I'm going to buy clothes in Tall n Big.. So What..?

Boring till Crazy....

The word of holiday may be very attractive to all human being but it only apply when we have thing to do during the holiday.. like me.. avday sit at home and my daily routine is sleep, eat, play comp, sleep, eat, play comp then sleep.. i cant really stand it anymore.. i need some enlightenment in my life.. i need some program or activity in my life.. grh.. chaos..

Stool's Cookies...

Everybody sure wondering y called Stool's cookies.. hahahaa.. tat is cos today my English teacher taught a new word.. Do u guy know tat stool = shit..? haha, nvm i also jus knew it.. So next time don scold ppl shit u.. scold ppl stool u.. haha, the person might not know wat u talking about.. but u can lmao to urself.. muahahahhaa... so jahat la me teach ppl scolding bad thing.. all is taught by RUTH.. yes is R U T H.. faster go scold her k.. muahahaha..

p/s: nana is ur favorite... like it ma..? does it look like wat u always draw..? muahaaha

Does the picture look nice..? cos is my stool's cookies.. it not only look nice but taste nice as well... erm.. YUMMY... hahaha... move more coming out soon cos we r going to have a lot of baking n cooking few week while we hving holiday.. hahaha.. See la.. how to slim down.. haih.. i think i hv to list it under the mission impossible..

Irresistable....

Food is always the thing that make me lost my stand and dignity.. sob sob.. since last week till today i been eating like nobody business.. like tat how to slim down ar.. haih, during 1 week time i visit BBQ plaza twice, visit hometown steamboat once, visit sunwong once and Mr. Loh restaurant a few times.. muahahhaha.. everytime after i filled my stomach i feel like nth is this world can be so wonderful ever.. muahahaha.. i noe it seem a bit exaggerate but i really feel this way especially i have craving for tat food for some time.. ok i admit i'm human who live to eat, not eat to live.. i don noe when i started this habit which like to eat, but i noe a few fren of my have got the influrence from me and start blaming me.. muahhahaha.. too bad, as for a girl like me shopping is really not my type, so ppl out there dont invite me for a shopping spree but invite me for a eating spree.. hahahaha.. BIG FAT PIG IS COMING SOON.. chaos..

Long Lost Memories...

Here come back again my memories... when there are Ruth and Joanne, it sure will have Bar BQ Plaza come into picture... this will be the best place for me and Ruth to chit-chat to know more about each other during this few months... As me and Ruth have less contact since our training start.. so.. this is the time where we get back on what happen on each other.. without any hesitate we have d plan for the next outing which is makan again.. muahahhaa.. 2 of us memang love to makan and the best part is.. we share the same taste bud... hahaha..

For those who don noe how me n Ruth get to become close fren...? here goes the story... there is "weird" girl suddenly sit beside me and said:"hai, my name is Ruth".. i was like... o..o..o..k... then we start have our "weird" conversation... muahhahaa.. after that, both of us become reli super close which i hv to see her avday when i go to uni and back from uni.. haih.. besides, she avday also will nag nag nag like my mom at home... such as.. study la exam coming, faster do the assignment la, sleep early la, and now she start to nag me on the final report for internship.. haih.. kesian me.. hahaha.. but luckily got her avday nag me.. like my mobile alarm clock... ops.. reveal too much of info i better go write report.. if not later kena nag again.. chaos..

Dead fish...

Walau.. human are always confuse and contradict with what they want and need.. before my intern end, everyday hoping for it to finish faster so that i can fully have my rest and enjoy my day.. but now, is only 2nd day of my holiday i start to feel bored.. and guess what, averagely i will sleep 3 times per day... sooner or later sure will become piggy d.. haih.. now i understand the feeling of desperate, lonely and miserable when a person have nth to do but stay just at home from day till nite.. haih... but never mind, this feeling won last long cos i'm going out tomolo.. muahaha.. my friend wanna celebrate my b...e...l...a...t...e...d... b'day.. walau... my b'day has past like ages ago now only wanna celebrate.. who ask me to hv a weird friend.. haih.. ok la.. will blog more tomolo k.. chaos...

Better late than never...

I know... it seem like i'm a bit outdated with the trend of blogging.... people out there already blog for few years and i just wanna start to blog about it.. by the way, i always believe that "better late than never".. i don't know what makes me feel like creating a new blog for myself, may be just wanna crap non stop and throwing my saliva over my computer screen.. anyhow, wish that this blog can be long lasting... muahhahaa.. enjoy ..