Late Post for 10th Jan

Every year before and during my b'day the most happy and touching moment is where i will received plenty of sms n call from my fren wishing me happy b'day.. anyhow this year i received the least.. this really make me down to the earth.. a bit dissappointed but i still full wif hope.. well i ended up just like normal.. i noe tat b'day it doesnt mean must have something very fancy n special but i don noe y this year i expect more than previous year.. well.. it jus end my big day like tat by staying at home and doing nth.. i been quite down after tat day..
Sunday nite.. went out wif fren for some yam cha session.. chit chat and laugh here n there.. enjoy and it make me forget my disappointment.. we went to the new open station 1 near the Komtar Dom.. we talk n talk n talk non stop.. mayb i have not seen her for quite some time..
waiter send a banana boat wif candles to us.. i shock yet happy.. this is the first time i really can feel the surprise tat given.. everytime when ppl wanna give surprise to me, usually i d noe what r they doing.. but this time i really never expect and don noe she is doing this for me.. i feel so touch and speechless on the spot.. my tears running without my concern.. feel like hugging her and kiss her by telling her how much i love her..
That nite really end my day wif a nice full stop..

Jo, i really appreciate what u hv did.. thanks a lots and love u always..

Happy Birthday to myself..

Happy Birthday to me...
Happy Birthday to me...
Happy Birthday to Meeeeeeeeeeeeee...
Happy birthday to me..

*Wish that whatever i hope may fulfill...

another 45 mintues my birthday will over..
honestly this year is not as great as wat i hope for... abit dissappointed...
anyhow.. i still glad tat there friends r always by my side to send their regards to me..
thanks the support and love tat given by all my friends...
i will miss n love you guy always..

2010 resolution..

Today is the 4th day of 2010, avthing still the same for me.. the only thing is tat i'm finally graduate.. kind of missing the feeling of going for class.. ponteng wif fren n went for shopping or lunch.. all this will not going to happen again.. avone say about new year resolution, i do have as well..
- i hope tat i will get a good job so tat it will help more or less to my family financial..
- all my families stay healthy and safe always..
- want to noe fren
- maintain or even strengthen the friendship among all my fren
- stay cool wif my love one
- visit my grandma more
- eat less
- work up more
- slim down soon.. (hopefully before cny)

all the best to avone and hope tat u guy hv lost n lot of fun and stay healthy always..

Please be more considerate n watch out every words tat u say..

Be more considerate.. Be more rational.. Be more carful in every words u say.. with this do u noe how hurtful it can be to someone.. how can u say like tat to me..? if i've got a chance of cos i wanted to go back so much.. but sometimes is not up to me to decide.. i hv to consider every single factor before i do any decision.. money is one, transport is 2, and any other thing tat i need to settle before i can do anything.. even if i calculate back, i think i go back more often then u lo.. u say u r very kindfull to back then to visit the old wat about when u go for vacation n i'm there wif them..? u say my is excuss wat about urs..? my is important and i hv to attend class, exam n assignment.. urs is jus go and hv fun.. pls la.. think back ur self wat is more important...? i never expect u to talk to me nicely n i can tolerate it cos i dowan cause any problem.. but i hv feeling too, can u pls take care of my feeling before u say anything out from our mouth.. u r making my life difficult... if u r really care for me, dont u suppose to help me up more n considerate more..
then u complain tat i din go visit u.. wat about when i say i wanna visit u wat is ur excuss to me..? u also not frequently call me up n ask about me la.. wat do u expect..? u only think tat i should call u up and i should continue call n ask for visit.. hello.. i'm a normal human.. i got feeling also k.. when someone keep on turn u down wat will u feel.. even u r here wif me.. but when i suffer where will u..? even when i first move down u r not the one who help me up also.. yet i hv to ask help from my cousin sis tat i never talk to her for like ages.. wat else can u say about it..? anyhow, u still my elders.. i still hv to respect in no matter in wat way.. but is not deep in my heart.. poker face is also useful no matter in wat situation.. this time i use it again..
conclusion is human is hard to maintain everything in their life.. one grow up and one will fall..

Yeah yeah..

yeah yeah.. new look again for my bloggy.. hahah.. too free n nth to do d.. hope this is nice la.. recently found a few nice nice bg for my blog.. hehe.. when i get sick of this will change again.. always save the best for last.. chaoz..

Is enuf of MIA..

I'm back.. hahaha.. i hv lots n lots of thing to do during this holiday therefore i think i hv also abandon my blog for some times.. muahhaa.. anyhow.. now back to uni time again.. i think i will upload more frequent.. hv a lots of thing to write about but is damp tired n sleepy now.. will update pic n info when i'm free.. chaoz..

不是我想象中的美好

今天如愿的终于考完试了,但为什么心中没有想象中的快乐反而还多加了忧愁.... 为什么?? 为什么??