What can i do to make u love me...??

something wrong some where.. i cant figure it out.. something keep on hide inside my heart.. i don noe wat it is.. i hope i can be like last time.. but i think its had change.. anything i can do to gain back things that belong to me..? the feeling of losing someone is so near and is hunting me everyday n night.. i dowan this anymore.. i take take this anymore.. i dowan to be an investigator.. but i cant.. i dowan to be story creator.. but i cant.. i dowan to be psychiatrist.. but i cant.. nth help me to make my day but u.. i;m crazy till only when i see u i will feel safe n secure.. y this happen to me..? y keep on pouring all sort of prob..? i thought we can be long lasting n forever.. i thought we can comfort each other thru the whole life.. i thought we can be the perfect couple..? i thought we can be still holding hands when we were old.. Yeah.. all this is what i thought.. wat about u..? do u ever think of tat..? wat i do to make u love me like wat u did last time..? wat can i do..? wat can i do..? who is more important in ur life..? until today i keep on searching for the answer..