Reminder

Tonite will be the most awesome night after so many years.. Tonite it brings back all the memories that we have before.. I miss the feeling when we will stil study.. We chat together, play together, teasing each other, gossip, fool around and so on.. Tonite i get back the same feelings.. Since 4 years ago i never meet u guy till today, but in my heart there is always have a place for this gang of friends.. Even thought a few of friends are far away from us, but we will never forget you and will always keep u in our heart..

The first thing we enter the cafe and the table is not bz ordering food, but is bz taking a lot of picture..

While looking at the menu also takes picture.. muahahha..

The seafood pasta is so damp nice.. i love it so much..

While eating also wanna take pic..

My most "stupid" and bising fren..

Group picture with the b'day boy.. Happy b'day to u.. wish u all the best in UK..

Frens are always frens.. Since primary school till now we has d bond with it for more than 10 years.. Eventhough i seem like MIA for few years but u guy still keep the little friendshp inside uy heart,, i miss the moment where we spends toegther last time.. and i hope tonite do bring back all the sweet memories.. Tonite has become a history and i do hope that there is still lot more coming in teh future.. I treasure the friendship and love from u guy.. Love you guy.. Chaos..

Faith...

Is tat really my problem..? y avbody start saying is my problem..? all the while i do think tat i'm in the right side.. now ths situation make me think tat am i doing the wrong thing..? even mom also say is my problem.. everything turn out to be this way is cos of me.. i try wat i can but thing still turn out this way..

everyone is asking me not to be so bad temper and try to be passion.. the problem is i try and i cant do it.. i'm very blur and confuse now.. don noe wat can i do.. since in others ppl eyes what is do is always wrong wrong thing..

Do you guy believe, between human there is always a small little tiny thing which we cant see is connecting one person to another.. this called faith.. if you r not connecting to it means...

Enjoy Myself..

Few weeks back, after i finish my training i finally get my time to really enjoy my time with my love one.. Sorry for create troubles for u during this 14 weeks.. anyhow, i appreaciate wat u have done for me..

Say Cheese..

Haiyo, u also fat fat d lo.. muahahah..

So Cute la u..

Play time lo..

Look like chimpanzee.. i mean u not me.. muahahah

I'm Glad...

I received a lot of comment for the previous post.. i'm glad tat all my fren r so supportive and they r by my side when there is anything happen... thanks guy.. u guy r really rocks man.. i love u guy too.. With all teh support and care i will make sure i try my best on it.. frenship used to be quite a strange word to me since 5 years ago.. n guess wat.. now the this word is coming back to me again..

After the previous post.. i do make myself motivate and dertemine that i must slim down before sch start.. i hope tat i can make it.. But it seem like my own way doesn;t works.. its d 2 weeks, but it still the same and teh worse is it doesnt go up bt go up... wat wrong is it..? really very sick of it.. this is the very first time i hv a strong motovation to slim down but the result doesnt turn out like wat i expect.. how..? wat else can i do..? feel so dissappointed wif it.. haih.. Anyhow, i will still keep it up and i hope miracle will happen.. chaos..

An Offence

I don't know when this theory was apply, if you are fat, chubby, bla bla bla.. in short if you are not slim enough mena you d commit an offence.. when i'm fat, it doesn't mean tat i'm lazy.. when i'm fat, it doesn't mean that i dont hv any fashion sense.. when i'm fat, it doesn't mean tat i'm lower class than anyone.. when i'm fat, it doesn't mean tat i'm not allow to buy any new clothes.. Is my body, Is my choice, Is my life..

I never deny tat slim is pretty, can wear any outfit tat suit the trend and age.. not like me always wear aunty clothes which in a big size.. sometime u even feel shy when i asked for another bigger size.. i love to wear spaghetti stripe, evening dress, sleeveless, love to dress up like a trendy teen.. the problem is i'm too fat for it.. cant wear like this is not an offence.. having a fat body is not an offence too..

If you feel shy to walk wif me, u may just go away.. i noe in this world a lot of ppl like to judge a book by it cover.. when u r pretty, i will spend more time to understand u.. talk to u.. hang out wif u and so on.. when u r fat mean sorry they r not going to spend an equal time for u.. Is it mean tat i'm not suppose to live in this world..? Is it mean tat i'm rubbish in this world..?

Maybe some will think tat i'm a bit too sensitive.. To be honest, i'm ok wif all the types of teasing n fool around wif fren and family.. but let me tell me.. during this 6 years time while i fat i get to understand different types of ppl and different views toward fat person.. i have learn a lot from there.. a quote from me, "FAT MEAN YOU'RE NOTHING"

In this 6 years times.. i don dare to go back to a place.. i don dare to meet a group of ppl.. until today, i think i have not meet them for 4 years.. they r suppose to be the ppl who always by my side.. but after a few incidents, i don dare to meet them till now.. even we still keep in touch through phone but we never meet.. i miss them.. but i scare to face all the words and "compliments" by them.. i try my best last year, during a fren wedding dinner.. i'm force to be there, n the consequence is facing all the weird focus from ppl around me.. Shall i be happy when some ppl actually cant recognise me..? i don noe..

Yea, I'm FAT.. So what..?

I'm going to buy clothes in Tall n Big.. So What..?

Boring till Crazy....

The word of holiday may be very attractive to all human being but it only apply when we have thing to do during the holiday.. like me.. avday sit at home and my daily routine is sleep, eat, play comp, sleep, eat, play comp then sleep.. i cant really stand it anymore.. i need some enlightenment in my life.. i need some program or activity in my life.. grh.. chaos..

Stool's Cookies...

Everybody sure wondering y called Stool's cookies.. hahahaa.. tat is cos today my English teacher taught a new word.. Do u guy know tat stool = shit..? haha, nvm i also jus knew it.. So next time don scold ppl shit u.. scold ppl stool u.. haha, the person might not know wat u talking about.. but u can lmao to urself.. muahahahhaa... so jahat la me teach ppl scolding bad thing.. all is taught by RUTH.. yes is R U T H.. faster go scold her k.. muahahaha..

p/s: nana is ur favorite... like it ma..? does it look like wat u always draw..? muahaaha

Does the picture look nice..? cos is my stool's cookies.. it not only look nice but taste nice as well... erm.. YUMMY... hahaha... move more coming out soon cos we r going to have a lot of baking n cooking few week while we hving holiday.. hahaha.. See la.. how to slim down.. haih.. i think i hv to list it under the mission impossible..